Abbie is getting kicked out!!

Went to the doc today. I love her. I really do. She delivered two babies before my appt today and you could see how tired she was but she was still SO helpful. I'm still only 2Cms. She tried making me feel better by saying a GOOD 2. lol But she said if i dont have Abbie this weekend then there was no reason to keep me preg and we can induce thurs or fri. So I have an appt set up on tues just in case! Woo!

39 Weeks, 2 Days

No Baby

I'm now 39 weeks, And STILL no baby. Im slowly going crazy.


Thats my update for now! Nothing new to report!

38 Week 2 Day Photos!

Babyshower 2!

We finally had the second shower, It was overall pretty fun. Awkward at first as i knew everyone and didnt really know who i should talk to and then I had a few issues with people but Im not going to post about that. We got alot more then we were thinking and im soo greatful! We got the Bumbo,Stroller,Blankets,Diaper cake,Sock Roses,Playmat,Travel bag thingy,And so much more! After the shower we ended up going over to target and using our giftcards to finish getting the few things we needed. It was so much fun! I got the diaper bag i wanted too!! Had to go to 3 stores to find it though! AND we still have alot left over that I can get a glider! But im debating if its worth it. i'm still trying to look it up. ANYWAY! Heres photos from the shower!


Our shopping cart for all our last big shopping trip for abbie!
All the stuff left to find a place for! EEK!

Doc Visit

So everything went great at the docs yesterday! I'm 2cm's! YAY! My doctor seemed a little shocked. But I was happy! I also dont have GBS! So thats good. I got a note to put in my bag to take with. She also gave me about a week. Well She said I should be safe for a week. Tom started freaking out. It was great. He cried a little. Said his life was over and no more video games! haha. He tried talking to her telling her to stay in there for awhile longer that hes not ready! Haha!

I'm glad its FINALLY hitting him were gonna have a BABY!!! I know he cant wait though. If I thought he really meant what he said i woulda slapped him silly! lol I'm a little scared myself.
I mean..Who wouldnt be?! My whole body is going to change and go through insane pain.
I dont think i could ever fully be ready for that. Plus..I'm worried I am gonna miss her kicking and not be able to handle a real baby. I just want her to have the best! But im sure its all first time mommy jiggers! I cant wait to have my baby with me. We have so many amazing people helping us with things. We have been given nearly everything we need. We still have target giftcards that we can use aswell. But I honestly dont think we need much else.

There IS this diaper bag I want really bad. But its 50 bucks! I feel bad buying it so I wont. I just see that money as all the other stuff I could of bought for Abbie. Even though she has more clothes then'll she'll ever wear(even if i changed her a few times a day! lol) I just cant spend money!!

Oh last but not least! Tom put in his time off.. He HAD to give a date which sucks. the 29th till the 15th. I'm praying she comes right around then so he doesnt miss any time with her! Its unpaid but as long as were really careful with money we should be okay. I NEED him home with me when shes born. I dont think i can do it without him. I cant handle two crazy dogs, a newborn AND recover from everything. So..heres to hoping she comes when she should!

I think thats about all for now. I'll be sure to post today or tomorrow my bumpy bump!

Update

Okay...So its been longer then i thought. Sue me! lol

Updates aarrrre, 1. Went to the docs last thursday, I was 1CM!!! I was a bit freaked out. But now im very happy I am and Im hoping i am 2Cm's when i go this thursday. I need this baby to come out already! haha. I want to hold her!

2. My big ole bump photo for this 36 weeks 3 days is above..Since I cant get it to go under here.

3. I'll be SURE to update how my appt goes thurs and i'll have new bump photos.

There really isnt much else going on..Were trying to set up for the mini babyshower..But at this point i just dont even care about it. Im soo tired these days!!

Anywho. I'll post some more later!

Leg Pains/Breastfeeding

Oh my god....
I thought the cramping 247 was bad??? NO WAY
This leg pain is KILLING me. I really wish she would move off the nerve shes on. People i'm sure think ive lost it. Because as soon as she does it i'm on my knees. it doesnt matter where i am. I cant help it. Then half the time i yelp like a lost puppy! lol.

Oh, so i went to this mini breastfeeding class. It was total bullcrap!! I was so upset afterwards.
They are saying that if the babies eye even moves the smallest bit..You have to stick your boob in her mouth. If she puts her hands by her face? BOOB TIME! I mean come on...I have not yet made a choice on this. I'm VERY confused on what i want to do. And i'm tired of being judged for my personal choice. As long as the baby is eatting i do not see the big deal! I just cant stand the idea of my body still not being mine for another year, Or being on a leash and never getting to go anywhere without having to pump or stick my boob out.

I want to be able to go overnight somewere with my hubby and not worry about all of it..Granted it wont happen for awhile. I dont even know if i could leave Abbie for a night..But its the IDEA of it. -sigh- I just dont know what to do. I know its better for her. But I know if i'm unhappy then I wont get to enjoy my time with her as much as I could. I'm trying to make the right choice for everyone and its so hard. Plus bottle feeding does cost alot..I will agree..And im not totally sure how we could afford it. DH says it'll be fine. But I feel wasteful if i do choose bottle feeding and we are broke at some point. I'll feel like its all my fault.. UGH...This is the worst part of being pregnant. I'm going crazy here!!!

I'll post my quiz and belly pics later today or tomorrow!