Had my appt today. Everything was good. Shes right on time. Heartbeat was the high 150s! And she dropped and is heads down. Its kinda scary to think about her being all set up and ready! Eek! My doctor was so funny. I asked about the pains in my leg and a few other pains and she just laughed and said yep not gonna get better!!! I swear she gets a kick out of my complaing. Then she was like "yeah you really planned this one good!!" because of the heat. Tom was cracking up of course! Then right before she walked out I asked if there was anything that can be done about the swelling...She laughed said nope and walked out. =\ Joyful!
Part of me is so ready to have this little girl already, But another part is scared senseless.
Everything in life will change. Hell it already has and she isnt even here yet! I know it will be great when shes here though. Hard as ever yeah but worth it...I've been feeling some nerves lately and feeling lost. I think because I've never had the chance to BE a young person yet and I feel as if my chance is gone now. I know it will go away as soon as I see her. And that its worth everything I may not get to do. Just a bit hard to think about until I get to see her and play with her little fingers! I have 37 days left until my due date!!!
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